I woke up with a dreaded hangover again .... went on to my routine .... got dressed and went out for coffee .... I talked to my ex-supposed to be wife two days ago and was having this weird conversation with her .... we were'nt talking about the money again .... not talking about my GURLS and her BOYZ .... and we were not talking about SEX .... hehehe .... for once she asked, how I was doing with my Wifey .... weird enough? not yet, she asked how I did and after the last girlfriend I had .... sheesh, talk about creeping to the details eh .... anyway, the issue here is this, my ex-supposed to be wife knows all the BS that I've been through the past few years .... she's like the left side of my brain .... she knows what is wrong with me and what gives .... She definitely knows that I really got confused bout the last special friend I had because I never talked about someone so much than I had with her .... not only that it was "the first not-right relationship" that I grew a conscience in .... but it was a relationship that I avoided for 6 months .... which confused me .... when we never had it, it was killing me like crazy .... Though it was the RIGHT thing .... but when we had it, it was so perfect ..... yet, it was considered to be WRONG .... why does it totally feel the opposite?? .... my ex-supposed to be wife answer to me was .... KARMA .... nuff said ....